No one but me.

It all goes unnoticed when you try as much as possible pleasing people other than doing what's right and heading on. It hurts that in all ways, you try, at times do the undone to get a smile on someone. It pains alot crossing oceans, risking all it takes to sacrifice for your personality or image. Failing once, or twice should never dictate how we get treated.

Life is full of ups and downs, the expected is forever the unexpected. All is never lost I'd say. We do not miss the all, it just takes self drive, strong analytical eye and proud self to get through strong. If the basis of treatment is failure, most who have done it strong fell, once or twice but they did, the world will never be a place. I believe that, like a finger print, everyone is unique in their own sense, their own taste and capabilities.

I love this particular aunt of mine who sees the hope in me, the shining star I can be, her gloriously made niece. In as much as I get heartbroken by the torns of life, she pulls me through, assures me that there's no way I wouldn't make it. This gets me sentimental and really touched. Its a mean world, least we want from folks and friends is the encouragement, the uplifts and rays of sharp hope.

Each time my heart feels heavy, my thoughts remind me of my sweet aunt and her dimpled cheeks, I get rejuvenated, for a while and again, am better. Though at times I forget, my head deep down, shoulders sagged and the hard felt thing on my neck. Like I want to cry, I want to call it quits, I wish to say never. It would all be useless I would think. It will then get back on me, in the end. Not the ones who brought me down, they got their life anyway?

Its very difficult predicting or seeing that hasn't happened. I pray for nice times, all is well when it ends well. The end justifies the means, I will reach there, where I was torned earlier, better fabric covered me up. To get tougher, resilient and steadfast in all I do. I don't base in one thing, opportunity lies anywhere. In our peculiar senses as humans, we got to know where we belong, what it takes to be where.

A pledge to self, a loving note to me, to the strong soul in soft personality. The world never gets you positive,  it gets you learning and aching. Close ones always hurt the most, close ones, also give full support. Its how we see it. As I pledged to be the individual best in one subject seven years ago and I made it, I will still pledge to be the best, am of wonderful material.

I got myself, I'll catch myself, I'll pick myself up. I got me. No one decides my fate but me.

No one but me.

Sugar Fetish.

It happens that my sugar obsession goes lengths, to a world class level. As a great friend tells me this morning that he'd never seen a sweet tooth like the one I got. At times I think its normal for ladies, but not all. Though some would be moderate in the liking but am extreeme, I wouldn't lie.

Sugar has been my source of laughter, my first love. Mainly chocolates and candies. In one of the biggest shopping malls in the world, I sat in the shop, "Candy World" was its name. Like I never wanted to leave, and guess what? Tasting was free. The free sample was 250 grammes. I ended up 'tasting' and packing. Then I got to buying. While family was all around taking selfies, treating their eyes to great sights. I got busy selecting what was good for me. Took me almost two hours.

I thought if at all I needed to live a moment then it should be with a chocolate bar or a candy. My fetish is never environment conscious, anywhere, anytime I'll hit a bar down. Or bars precisely. One of the best moments was the one a friend took me to a chocolate sub section in one of the small supermarkets in town, like choose your best then we do a movie. A movie!!?? I would think, but chosing came as a priority again. Guylian looking so nice in my eyes and I was done. But then again, Kinder Joy has forever been my sweetheart. "Oh please? I'd wait for you at the parking lounge , please replace my ticket, for the movie, with this?" She got speechless. I was being honest, I can't just sit for 2 hours watching fiction and my best part of reality is lost. No no no.

At times I wished I got citizenship in UAE, chocolates and sweets are never expensive. Most of all, I would work in chocolate manufacturing companies...IF ONLY. Though my cash must be chocolate budgeted, else I will have bad of times.

I hate those people who lecture me once, twice or thrice about sugar intake. Like are they jealous? Or they need some? I wouldn't sit close to any of those. As this last part of Quality Street takes the best part of me, I remember aunt telling me I got to share with my younger one. She likes such I know but she wouldn't mind I guess-fingers crossed. These are the types of chocolates you get once in a decade. She'll wait.

Happiness is always seeing a wrapped bar of nice chocolate. Happy is me! Currently waiting for a White Dairy Milk with biscuit. You don't want to imagine. Am so mean with chocolates, if no one knew. By now, you ought to know why.

Of wasted days, are the ones with no sugar nor chocolates.

Sugar Fetish.

It happens that my sugar obsession goes lengths, to a world class level. As a great friend tells me this morning that he'd never seen a sweet tooth like the one I got. At times I think its normal for ladies, but not all. Though some would be moderate in the liking but am extreeme, I wouldn't lie.

Sugar has been my source of laughter, my first love. Mainly chocolates and candies. In one of the biggest shopping malls in the world, I sat in the shop, "Candy World" was its name. Like I never wanted to leave, and guess what? Tasting was free. The free sample was 250 grammes. I ended up 'tasting' and packing. Then I got to buying. While family was all around taking selfies, treating their eyes to great sights. I got busy selecting what was good for me. Took me almost two hours.

I thought if at all I needed to live a moment then it should be with a chocolate bar or a candy. My fetish is never environment conscious, anywhere, anytime I'll hit a bar down. Or bars precisely. One of the best moments was the one a friend took me to a chocolate sub section in one of the small supermarkets in town, like choose your best then we do a movie. A movie!!?? I would think, but chosing came as a priority again. Guylian looking so nice in my eyes and I was done. But then again, Kinder Joy has forever been my sweetheart. "Oh please? I'd wait for you at the parking lounge , please replace my ticket, for the movie, with this?" She got speechless. I was being honest, I can't just sit for 2 hours watching fiction and my best part of reality is lost. No no no.

At times I wished I got citizenship in UAE, chocolates and sweets are never expensive. Most of all, I would work in chocolate manufacturing companies...IF ONLY. Though my cash must be chocolate budgeted, else I will have bad of times.

I hate those people who lecture me once, twice or thrice about sugar intake. Like are they jealous? Or they need some? I wouldn't sit close to any of those. As this last part of Quality Street takes the best part of me, I remember aunt telling me I got to share with my younger one. She likes such I know but she wouldn't mind I guess-fingers crossed. These are the types of chocolates you get once in a decade. She'll wait.

Happiness is always seeing a wrapped bar of nice chocolate. Happy is me! Currently waiting for a White Dairy Milk with biscuit. You don't want to imagine. Am so mean with chocolates, if no one knew. By now, you ought to know why.

Of wasted days, are the ones with no sugar nor chocolates.

WCW

So its Wednesday. I know, I know this is too mainstream but I must say congrats the noteworthy kind of way. To the most sincere, most friendly, honestly loving and close one I ever had. Its not been decades or centuries of our little friendship but the few years we've been together as great friends, it was and still is worth it.

She taught me alot, inspired me to heights. She's the type that would laugh loud and sing around for my success, one that would always instill great virtues and utmost openness. The one you would resort to from the start.

Her uniqueness is always noticeable. From the initial " I am me!" look to knowing her better. She is the same. Geeky glasses and heart warming smile. Tiny dimples that shape her well rounded face. She's blessed.

Distance never ruined our closeness. She's far at miles, but very close, closer precisely. I like the way she never loses touch. Like, come on, Canada is nothing without Kenyan great hearts on online social platforms.

Congrats to this, and more to come. Its my prayer you always be successful today and in the hereafter. I can't explain the philia we got more than this.

I love you. Best friend.

WCW

So its Wednesday. I know, I know this is too mainstream but I must say congrats the noteworthy kind of way. To the most sincere, most friendly, honestly loving and close one I ever had. Its not been decades or centuries of our little friendship but the few years we've been together as great friends, it was and still is worth it.

She taught me alot, inspired me to heights. She's the type that would laugh loud and sing around for my success, one that would always instill great virtues and utmost openness. The one you would resort to from the start.

Her uniqueness is always noticeable. From the initial " I am me!" look to knowing her better. She is the same. Geeky glasses and heart warming smile. Tiny dimples that shape her well rounded face. She's blessed.

Distance never ruined our closeness. She's far at miles, but very close, closer precisely. I like the way she never loses touch. Like, come on, Canada is nothing without Kenyan great hearts on online social platforms.

Congrats to this, and more to come. Its my prayer you always be successful today and in the hereafter. I can't explain the philia we got more than this.

I love you. Best friend.

Happiness is priceless.

Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, but sometimes your smile is the source of your joy. Happiness begins from as little as the inner self and transpires with such speed to outer and glowing person, full of energy, resilience to sadness and most loyal to being happy, nothing but euphoria. Happiness is love.

Don't rely on someone else for your happiness and self worth. Only you can be responsible for that. If you can't love and respect yourself, no one else will be able to make that happen. Accept who you are, completely. Make changes to yourself as you see fit, not because you think someone else wants you to be different. No one is as important as you. You are the emperor in yourself. Very little or rather nothing at all is needed to make a happy life; it is all within yourself, in your way of thinking.

For most of life, nothing wonderful happens, says Andy Rooney. If you don't enjoy getting up, working and finishing your work and sitting down to a meal with family or friends, then the chances are you're not going to be very happy. If someone bases their happiness in major events like a great job, huge amounts of money, a flawlessly happy relationship or a trip to Paris, that person isn't going to be happy much of the time. Happiness begins from the flowers in the yard, a good breakfast, a drink or a nap. It is more of finding what's in the ordinary to crown happiness.

We begin from the recognition that all beings cherish happiness and do not want suffering. It then becomes both morally and pragmatically unwise to pursue only one's own happiness oblivious to the feelings and aspirations of all others who surround us as members of the same human family. The wiser course is to think of others when pursuing our own happiness.

It never depends on material, money can always buy a bed, most luxurious of beds, most unique ones, to one's custom size and shape but it can never buy sleep. In the search of equally running to fill world's demanding temptations, we forget ourselves. The richest is the one contented with himself, happy in all he does and spreads it wide,we all look back on these worries in the world today, the old man, on his deathbed made a world class realisation, all troubles he had in his life, never happened. The moments he lost, in otherwise making himself or his family ecstatic, were chewed by worry over all that never happened. Very sad to think. That was a deathbed. Not life lived.

The moments of happiness we enjoy take us by surprise. It is not that we seize them, but that they seize us. Find joy in the ordinary, life will have the all, worth living!

Pearl in souls.

Mom ever tells me, that wherever I go and find people held closely together, strengthen the ties, tighten them deep and wherever I go and find people falling apart, I should get them together. Back to where they were before or better than they were initially.

Good moments pass, candles light and shine bright. Never was there a better day than making change, creating hope and instilling togetherness, oneness, willingness and strength bound esteem in people. In colleagues. In strangers. Everyone burns inside, of demons untold. Little we can do to each other is good. All done and said, ultimate destination to humanity and closeness got to be reached. To spread the air, to advance and to glisten.

Minds are tired, hearts are broken, souls are aching of things unsaid and situations not to be remembered. The little interaction, that costs nothing more than a smile and a sweet dimple, a hug and a smooth caress. The greatest of moments in life are the ones felt, not bought, not compromised.

A tedious day mine was, but on my way back, I felt a memory that long lived. It swept of my tiredness and brought my pimples blushing purple. Yes purple, red gets too mainstream for such a big thought. It never costed me a scent to ease my heavy burning inner self. The little impact someone had on me. That was little, big would be an overdose, I guess.

Pearls in souls are never expensive, never costly, they never got price tags, they are free to give and most of all best to receive. They are the best we can have. Of natural importance shines most, of sincere thoughts and deep feelings. A little goodwill can change a life.

Lives changed are lives made.